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Went shopping during the day yesterday with Geo, that girl is a legend... we laughed like alllll day. We also got free chocolate which made my year. my mum bought me new boots, a jumper and a chain thing, so i was quite happy :)

We came home dropped Geo off and went to see the baby, he's ok thank god :) just have to be really careful with him for like 6 weeks. We took the girls to kfc for dinner to keep them out the way cause they kept annoying him and we were all scared incase he got hurt. After dinner we came back here, the girls are so funny. They're all really looking forward to monday, it's sooo cute. They were in my room playing with my perfume and going "wow you've got loads, i like this one. no this ones my favourite, no this one!" ahaha i didnt know wee girls could be so funny.

Went to Ross' party last night and it was soooooo good :)I miss those guys waaaay too much. was rather drunk but i enjoyed it lol. Although i did end up doing something i said i would NEVER do, damn you Tina!!!

Came home and talked to smelly on the phone for like pure ages, i miss him :( but talking was good :)

anyway, boring update but idc lol

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i need to clear my head.

i had a brilliant day. i miss them all so much.
but then everything fucked up
stupid arguments happened over stupid things and they all got out of hand. things were said that actually got to me

why cant everyone just be happy for once?
cant everything just be simple?
no its a coonstant fucking competition and its just stupid.
you all mean so much to me so why have this never ending bullshit?
we all have different definitions of best friends apparantly
i miss old times, you just brought them all back to me and it actually brings a tear to my eye that its not like that anymore. all those brilliant times we had with those nutters and the lies we told and got away with. best years of our lives and all that.
i also miss not so old times like this summer. when no one cared about anything. everyone was happy. spending all our time doing nothing but everything being so fun.
i can honestly say these past 2 years have been the best years of my life.
so why do i have to go through this crap? cant it be accepted that you all mean alot to me. why do you always have to compete, although you say you dont. i cant turn round like you want me to and say no i would definatley pick you over them because its not true. you dont seem to understand that you mean equal amounts to me.
i cant just forget the past... best friends just dont go away like that. i hope to keep you all forever
but who knows...

ok, not updated since i first made this thing... been told to actually use it rather than just.. well not bother really.

everythings a bit baws tbh, schools just baws which makes everything else BAWS!!

had a good wee october week, Edinburgh and the cinema and just being with my friends really. i <3 you all :)

aye, uv got me worried now... grr what a smell

the rents are gone at the weekend... thank fuck cant wait to get rid of them. aye not doing anything but, few people are staying on friday should be ok. maybe a bit of a party on saturday if i can get a costume... aye could have a wee moan here but no i'll keep that to myself.

that will be all xx

Ok, first entry in this thing after being told I "had to get one." Yeah well anyways exam results come out tomorrow and I'm just starting to get nervous, I know I've failed them all! Aw well, the exams are over theres nothing I can do to make up for not studying now :(
Yesterday I went out with Megan, Derek and Chris, we went for a walk and then met up with Tully. After that we went to Vicky's house and Cleo, Nicky and John came over! We played with the dogs and watched cartoons, wow we're cool!! I had to go home for dinner and then me and Victoria met up with the rest of the group and more people, we sat in green street most of the night. Stayed at megans, had a good little chat till like 1.30 in the morning :) It was an ok night, nothing special happened.
Today I just came home from megans and now I'm sitting on the computer on msn as usual and i made this thing. Going out later me things, possibly Bothwell castle :D love that place! yeh well im very boring so i'll go away x